MY NAME IS SANSAN!
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MY NAME IS SANSAN!

wah like a finally uh i post something haha.sorry to abandon you blog.

don't feel like doing my homework but still i have to do bobian.oh yah syf we got gold! and jj not happy lols don't know why.syf that day also so bad mood aiyah but who cares hahaha.going to start doing homework liao got a lot sia,nvm i can do finish de!!!^^

current status :missing my baby <3

MY NAME IS SANSAN!

okay went to school eat my french loaf then neet camille walk to school then class had chem its mr hafeez heard from many say he good but don't seem good to our class eh seriously like totally not wat you all say luh then oh today was banded into a smaller chinese group we all speak english in that class sia hahah like all say lao shi can we write in english okay she encourage us to take clb but no one want hahahha then hmmm made dorothy angry she pregnant eh we still make her shout then blablabla then went for dance okay very annoyed with jj like -'- sia seriously u wasn't looking at me sia then u say talking to me can you like more reasonable can anot feel like slapping you eh ...then you never even say got that extra step you say i do wron wtf sia u never even say at all you say i wrong!!!i am not as worst as okay i don't want name they are more worst luh why me you racist issit don't like me just say uh don't need use this kind of method can anot pb!!!hate you luh seriously okay but nvm at least go into the 5....for syf but still i still hate you seriously !!!!!!!!!!met baby had dineer with gabriel and qianping then went to popular buy chem book then go posb then go ya kun eat then homed.....missing you leh hahahhah!!!okay i need go do my homework le got 6 freaking cheena compo need to but i am not intending to do lols hahhha

MY NAME IS SANSAN!

2nd day of school and its like shit man lols went to dance in the morning was late cause i take my own sweet time then miss the bus lols but ok i am in time then there is dance audition which we have to audition the sec one's some class are fun but some boring like hell and i remember there's this girl really wtf sia i say move in front don't scared then she shout with high pitch sia 'NO NO NO' like dog seriously you know how dogs bark?like very pain right sometimes yah lah then i was like shut the fuck up luh cb.......ok nvm then got cute fat boys hahahaha cute eh lols then hmmm....ate at canteen then to class settle down had normal lesson ...dnt was crap the room is so smelly cause of paint then history as usual that mr goh then chinese okay he teacher like want to cry cause nobody listening to her at all then english went to lt with e5 i hope i same class as camz sia then can cock together lols i really hope so cause both of us got c5 hahhah okay then went for dance with lenny and camz then home cause seriously tired watch tv till sleep and ps baby sorry baby not gu yi de muacks thenwatch tv eat laksa then pack bag then now i am going to do my english homework so toodles....!!

baby: i love you <3

MY NAME IS SANSAN!

i want to be happy girl..where i get your kisses and hugs everyday..

i don't wanna be a sad girl...crying and missing you everyday....

and i don't wanna be a lonely girl living without you....

and i defintely hope you are not playing with my heart...i really love you and i really do please don't tell me you promise you won't leave me but get sick of me in a year time is sad to hear that you know...i here swear that i won't leave you...i want it to be a

i hope you know but if you want to leave me and follow another..its your decision as long as you are happy it shall be great enough just hope that you won't lie to me for loving me

i really love you!!seriously i love you.....

to mom: mummy stop being so unreasonable..yes i lied i was out with boyfriend but i denied i said friends

and you always believe me but now why? i usually come home real late even without a boyfriend like now what.remember when i was secondery 2 or 3 i always come home in the morning and you don't even utter a single word but now you change you became so .....i don't know how to say but can you just let go and give me some freedom stop threathening me and saying that if i don't come home you will throw me out you will not let me in you will throw my clothes you will not give me money you will stop caring for me you will not buy things for me and you will find a spy to spy on me that's ridiculous mom....you just make me have the feelings to dislike you...i know you care for me you love me even though i have been wasting lots of your money on lots of things i am sorry but i know you need someone to accompany you but i need too you are a wife and you have a husband you should call you and ask him to accompany you always stop being scared of dad i know he is very vulgar and violent he willl go really crazy when it comes to scolding and all but you are his wife he chose you because he love you and you too you should communicate better with him and stop him from all those (.....) i think you should know...and mom stop keeping everything inside of you let it out and share with your friends or me and dad plus church and please for goodness sake stop vending your anger on me please is like so unfair can you even think why i am always out because you both got no time for me you are busy and so does dad me ? nothing to do watch tv eat com....no siblings what i will go crazy you know that's why i love to hang out and give me the time please i hate time limits is like really fuck man mummy i hate it...mummy i love you but please give me some personal space and freedom please i hate tight controls...i promise you not to always hang out late please stop being so ba dao....thank you and love you

okay basically today wad -'- went to school and got caught for hair and everything went to buy hairdye then go camz house dye along with esther then dyed already went back school sian 4periods of e.maths can die man then went to her house again then went to rp buy things then ira's house then meet baby then go yishun eat then cab home sorry baby today so rush.....u know why.......i am sorry i cannot spend more time with you but please don't leave me cause i truly love you eh if you leave me is like ....... living in a world myself:( hope you won't leave me and get sick of me....and i know i very small gas but its really me eh i really cannot get over that seriously!!sorry for the attitude just now forgive me and love me muacks love you

okay going to bed now...

nightes!!!!

MY NAME IS SANSAN!

super dislike today!!!!!cried alot alot tried to hold my tears when i see you but i cannot tahan!!!

went out with bestfriend(camille) today to her house and then to mall get stationaries and stuff for this upcoming horrible school...then ate snow ice then off to my house to get things then meet baby at mrt there he scold me eh scold me no brain somemore so harsh like wth sia....don't like don't like after that my mood totally spoil le luh don't feel like talking oor playing with him but still maintain uh then walk damn damn damn fast just don't feel like walking with him then went to buy tickets for gullivers travels for 9.30 de baby bought it then after that i forget why le luh but he want take his phone and wallet but i only gave him his phone after that followed behind cause he walk damn fast like how i did before then follow follow suddenly felt like a dog sia so decided to depart then went to toilet then walk around sat outside nex then text camille cause really sad like very sad then baby text me don't want watch? i was like you also don't want and too late le. he say he was at the cinema there at 9.20 then say thanks to me i don't even know luh i tot he really angry and went off to don't know where and leave me alone eh got phone also don't want to text me or call me earlier then he say thanks and everything like crap uh i said welcome then meet him at busstop then he collect his wallet and card then i took 153 home he text me want end?i was like wtf? then never reply then he ask me where i am i said bus then he text bus? like idiot please haha lols then then when i alight and walk home i saw someone that look like him eh at busstop but i don't think its him luh lols why would he be there maybe just my imagination lols but nvm then walked home he text me where you i said home when i am not home yet hahah lols so when i was opening the gate he text me can come down and pei me actually i bu yao de but then you know uh who don't want lols so i went to second level and text him and slowly think lo want anot in the end i went down uh cause he say even if i don't go down he will wait half and hour then he ask me to pei him eat curry rice?like guai guai luh where got ppl quarrel then ask ppl to pei him eat de guai tai then nvm we walked up to have curry rice then slowly things got better uh cry cry then okay le luh then he want eat beef noodle eat lo then walk home laugh laugh play play hais even though never get to watch my movie still had a memorable day luh but still i hate today!!!like totally dislike!!!lucky we never end if not i will cry like hell luh love him so much eh..............baby uh cannot leave me eh....i love you alot you know!!!!!!

MY NAME IS SANSAN!

yeah hi i am back since how long i never post sia hahahha very lazy luh but since i got time jiu update yi sia....went to malaysia and then thailand and i missed dance for 3days lucky no new dance if not i will be so weak!!!hahaaha miss baby sia cos didn't see him for alot of days during the trip hahaha somemore cannot text him and i tries to go online there he wasn'r online argh but nvm hahhaha.first day went to take caoch to malaysia dad keeps on going to toilet sia like alot alot alot of times me and mum didn't really go so this proves that guys urine alot?lols hhhahaha reached kota baru i think then had yong tai hu which make me had a terrible stomache..then took cab to thailand took cab eh can you imagine its only 15dollars to go there?so cheap and near eh lols..then went to chop passport and ride on san luan cher to golok..what a weird name eh but the ice teh is fucking nice luh like damn nice the best milk tea!!so oringinal so sweet so xiang its the best i swear!!no other drinks can beat that aww now i am missing that taste damnnnn...!!then took a van to hatyai!!took tutuk which is a cab or smth famous there everywhere ppl will ask you want go where then take tutuk there its cheap luh like 80cents per person cheap right then went to stay at sakol hotel we were lucky there is still a room left for us hahah i can say its the best hotel in hatyai luh clean and grand i didn't manage to take photo of the hote; luh cos i went shopping shopping eat eat forgotten hahahha!!!i love that hotel luh got ligt everything nice nice go hatyai its a must to stay there seriously..then off to tuatalak!a big big market which sell all kind of stuff cool luh so big eh everything also got but no contacts!!!!:(okay half of the day already i bought quite alot can you imagine i spent 6000baht and plus plus all on clothes shoes bag shorts pants sandals bra underwear headwear contacts keychain jacket food earings alot sia hahhaha!!!in the end need more money to spent i took from mum hahahha i enjoy luh its so fun!!everyday eat bird nest not trying to be proud or what cos its cheap and everywhere there is bird nest plus shark fin shiok!!!the second day wanted to go sonklah but raining so shop and eat eat and shop around again then went back hotel put things bathe rest then went down to restaurant to eat and eat and eat and eat eat everywhere i am so fat i admitt lols then went back to hotel pay for the wi-fi its only 20baht = to 80cents liddat cheap luh tried going online to chat with baby but idiot luh he went offline lols two days eh i tried but both days he also not online sad luh sad sad sad but i saw his status 'i miss you' should be missing me bah hahhah but then sad luh he say he sak kh to take over me till i am back eee where can liddat de:( then slept till the next day went to eat then took tutuk to the interchange i think cos it looks like one then took van uh to golok then took someone car to the custom then depart from thailand then took cab to kota baru it  was raining sia hahahha stupid everyday rain rain somemore the rain so wierd it will rain less then 2mins then rain again and this repeat like 4-5 times a day hahha sian slept in the cab then reached at the bus place where we can take back to sg then waited hours and hours there for the bus had chat with mom and dad with my teh ice and their coffe and some mee and snacks hahaha then finally the coach is here we took it for like 12-15 hours then reach johor hahhha i slept in the coach and mum woke me up hahaha i was like gongong luh hahah mum said i like baby lols siao eh everytime say i am like a kid or baby but i grow up le luh!!!aito the stupid company say we cannot go back sg then they gave us 15 malaysia money to tak cab not even enough luh lols then we took bus to sg which is so cheap hahahha like only few cents hhahaha then reach queens town took cab home bathe rest eat watch tv then off to meet baby!!!hahaah gave him his things which i bought for him hope he like eh he still haven say nice anot:( hahahaha but i guess so bah haha then home again then went out at night to countdown with baby and his sister and the sister's friend?i think so hahahha lols we went to ps to eat manhantan the fish market to eat fish and chips hhahah then work out to cineleisure then ate frolick shared with baby then trained down to city hall and follow the crowd to watch fireworks damn nice leh hahahha!!!then trained back to kovan they ate curry rice hahaha baby fed me he say i am like a baby sia hahahah need to feed hahaha but no luh lols crazy then walked home cos very near my house then baby sent me up to the lift thanks baby muacks then homed bathe use com and sleep wake up today at 12 ate fruits and rice then sleep till 5 i think watch tv text baby eat fruits again then yup now i am blogging and chatting with baby :) kay luh bye there are photos below which i look effing ugly luh but my blog what hahah ugly or not don't care luh ahhaha!!!toodles!!!^^

me with my big pimple lols hahahha!!!

me and mum lols freacking unglam that day cos i slept in the coach and cannot wear contacts to sleep what so i wore specs hahhahha never wear makeup so nan kan eww hhahahhah but nvm i show hahahha

my small small mummy and my fat fat daddy hahhhaha my mummy really short luh she is wear heels here you know lols hahahha

see how unglam i am lols look so eww hahahhhaha

another one hahahhah ewww

mum and dad hahhahaha so small eh lols

half day only eh ahhahah the rest i lazy tak e luh so mafan hahahha but i guess total i bought 4x like this hahahha

my funny dad hahahhaha

he was trying to act cute hahhahahaha

accidentally took uncles lols hahhaah

mum and dad

on the left de he is working in the hotel everyday look and me like one kind even my mum realised lols hahahha then on the right he has a tutuk so he can drive us around but but but we didnt take his tutuk hahhahah

motors everywhere along the road side

tutuk !!! also everywhere lols this one it only cost 70-80 cent s=to travel to anywhere

me and my pimple hahhhaah!!!!

my new bag hahahah very small only luh lols

i wan my mummy's hair so long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!

dad having haircut

there also got foot massage my dad went hahhaha he said it was good very damn pain thats why i didn't go hahahha

bored bored nth to do hahaha

mum and dad hahha

me and mum hahah look so fat luh hahhahahaha me i mean lols

me and dad ahahha me fringe up eh hahahha cost raining then i don't like uh wet wet hahha

dad trying to be funny touching his butt hahah

me and dad hahah my hair abit!!!!funny hahhahha!!!

love this hahahah best of all luh hahahah me and mum

soldiers everywhere lols

dad sleeping in the van

mummy also sleeping

the van hahha

new bag hahaha

raining...

me sian...

reach sg!!!!bathe and prepare to meet baby

ok ok bye thats all!!!!:)